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"Beacon of Truth"
(Heartsong Presents)

 

On the rocky and isolated coast of Maine, private investigator Julie Rae Daniels goes undercover to try to solve her last case, the most challenging of her career. She attains the job of nanny to two small children whose lives are filled with secrets. The children's father, Jonathan Taylor, was thought to have murdered his wife over a year ago, and it's up to Julie to discover the truth of what happened that fateful night.

But complications deter her--the worst of which she is falling in love with Jonathan, a man steeped in mystery. In her quest for the truth, evidence mounts against him, yet Julie is determined to prove his innocence. But when her own life is suddenly enmeshed in danger and she's a killer's target can she trust him? Can God's healing light penetrate the darkness shrouding the Taylor household before it's too late?

"I will lead the blind by ways they have not known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them; I will turn the darkness into light before them and make the rough places smooth. . ."  (Isaiah 42:16 a, b) NIV

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Chapter One

 

Memories. Some were pleasant, but most were too painful to dwell on for long. If they could just be shut away in a box and taken out only when desired. Everyone had told Julie that time would heal the pain. But sometimes she wondered.

She cleared items from the scarred desk, pausing every once in a while to brush her fingertips over a precious memento while reliving the memories. Tears pooled in her eyes as she placed a clear acrylic paperweight into an open cardboard box. Forever imprisoned in the center of the small globe sat a vivid purple butterfly with lemon-yellow spots on its wings. She’d given the keepsake to her father on his birthday when she was seven years old. That had been a wonderful day. Later they took his small sloop and did some fishing at a nearby lake.

The intercom on the desk gave a loud buzz, startling her. Irritated, Julie glared at the out-dated, intrusive box with its blinking white button. She had told her secretary she wanted to be left alone. Putting out a hand, she pressed the button. “Yes, Tina. What is it?”

“Sorry to bother you, Miss Daniels, but there's a woman here--and she insists on seeing you.”

Julie impatiently drummed short fingernails on the cluttered desktop. Couldn’t anyone leave her to her grieving? “Tina, you know that we--I mean I--am not taking any more cases.”

A short pause ensued before Tina’s voice came back over the speaker, lower this time. “Miss Daniels, I know you're going through a hard time right now, but the woman says you're the only one who can help. She's really upset about something. And, well, frankly I don’t think she’ll leave until she talks to you.”

Julie expelled a loud breath. “Okay, fine. I’ll see her. But give me a couple of minutes first.”

“Yes, Miss Daniels.”

Julie looked at the hopeless mess on the desk. Her father had never been one for neatness. Regretfully, she gathered the remaining sheaves of papers, receipts, and countless personal effects and tossed them into a cardboard box, which was then shoved toward one of two filing cabinets. The aluminum balls from myriad sticks of spearmint chewing gum were swept into the trash. She would go through the box later, in the privacy of her apartment.

In the adjoining bathroom, she rinsed her face with cool water, hoping to erase any traces of tears. Looking up into the water-spotted mirror, she surveyed her appearance. Brown eyes were still red-rimmed, but there wasn’t much she could do about that. Unsightly red blotches that came from weeping still covered her face. She didn’t wear makeup, except for lipstick and nail polish, but wished for some powder right about now.

Julie straightened the collar of her icy pink blouse and smoothed her white rayon slacks. She wasn’t dressed for business, but then, she hadn’t expected any. Heading back to her father’s desk, she slipped her bare feet into white leather sandals and reached for the intercom. “You may send her in now, Tina,” she said firmly, hoping her voice sounded more professional than she appeared.

The door to the outer office opened, and a woman hurried in. Julie wondered if she’d been standing at the door the entire time. Her blond hair was immaculate, with not one platinum strand out of place. Styled in a sleek chignon, it emphasized an oval-shaped face. Her chic clothes undoubtedly bore expensive designer labels.

Julie briefly stood and shook the woman’s slim, cool hand. “Good afternoon. I’m Julie Daniels. Won’t you be seated?”

The woman did so, then leaned forward, clutching the arm ends of her chair. “My name is Claire Vanderhoff, and I need your help.” A frown marred her smooth forehead.

“I’m sorry. I believe my secretary already told you that we--I--am not accepting any more cases. The investigative agency of Daniels and Daniels is officially closed.” Julie’s voice cracked on the last word, and she paused to regain her composure. She would not break down in front of anyone, least of all this woman who now regarded her with a studied look in her yellow-green eyes, reminding Julie of a watchful cat.

Locating a stubby pencil, Julie wrote a few names on a stick-it pad, tore the top sheet off, and folded it. “However, I can give you the names of other reputable detective agencies in the area that might be of service to you.” She offered the paper to the woman. Miss Vanderhoff ignored the proffered blue rectangle, and Julie allowed her hand to drop to the desk.

“It’s your services I require, Miss Daniels. You’ve been recommended to me by friends, and not only that, I saw a news article months ago, telling how you and your father captured one of America’s Most Wanted criminals . . .”

Julie thought back as the woman talked. Though most of their cases had been mundane or tedious--a jealous husband wanting his wife trailed; looking for missing people, mostly children; investigating insurance claims and the like--one of their cases had held an unusual twist, receiving high notoriety.

Over two years ago, Daniels and Daniels was involved in searching for a man who’d not paid alimony or child support for years and who seemed to have dropped off the face of the earth. Julie’s leg-work had led her to the home of Stanley Smith a.k.a. Stephen Cordova, wanted by the FBI for suspected murder, drug trafficking, and armed robbery. Julie’s brush with danger had helped her find the Lord, but the frightening event had also been a contributing factor leading to her father’s massive heart attack.

After Smith’s arrest, Daniels and Daniels received plenty of nationwide publicity in the small town of Locklin. News of their reputation spread, until they had so many would-be clients, they found they must pick and choose. If their services hadn’t been in such demand and their workload hadn’t increased dramatically, perhaps Julie’s father, who’d found it hard to refuse anyone, would still be alive today.

“I’m sorry, Miss Vanderhoff,” Julie interrupted the woman, who was still pleading with her to take the case. “But my father and I were a team. I did the legwork. He was the real brains behind our outfit. I really can’t help you.”

The woman responded by pulling a picture from her wallet and handing it to Julie. Reluctantly, she accepted the mini photo.

Two beautiful children with bright eyes and laughing smiles looked back at her. The girl, about six, was blond and fair with matching dimples and light green eyes; the boy, around three, had dark unruly curls and twinkling blue eyes promising mischief. Julie looked up, curious.

Miss Vanderhoff took a deep breath. “The girl is my niece, Emily Taylor, and the boy is my nephew, Jonathan. They’re my sister’s children. My sister was killed over a year ago, and I feel their lives may be in danger now, as well.”

Julie’s brow arched at this bit of information, but she waited for the woman to continue.

“Because they found alcohol in my sister’s blood during the autopsy, the ruling was accidental drowning--but I know better. The boat was recovered and found with a hole in the bottom--small enough not to be noticed until it was far from shore. But Angela wouldn’t have taken a boat on the water without checking it first. And certainly never during a thunderstorm!” Her eyes flashed. “My sister was a great swimmer. She could have managed with no problem--unless, of course, she was unable to. Mark my words, Jonathan killed her as sure as I’m sitting here! Those people were fools to drop the charges against him.”

“Jonathan?” Puzzled, Julie stared at the irate woman, then at the picture.

“My sister’s husband. The boy was named for him.”

Julie nodded. “There are other agencies which can be of service. As I said, I cannot help you.”

“Oh, but you just have to!” The woman threw her hands out to the side, causing her diamond-crusted emerald ring to flash in the overhead light. “You’re the only woman detective I know in this area with a better than reputable standing.”

“What does my being a woman have to do with anything?”

“Jonathan has been practically a recluse since my sister’s death. He won’t let the children leave the mansion and has forbidden visits from relatives or friends. Recently the children’s governess quit or was fired--I don’t know which. Employees rarely last long at that place.” Miss Vanderhoff leaned forward. “I happen to know he’s looking for a new governess now. That’s where you come in. You could take the job of nanny and be in the house, both to keep an eye on the children and to discover the truth about my sister’s murder.”

“But I don’t know anything about being a nanny! I never had any brothers or sisters--in fact, I know very little about taking care of children at all.”

“That’s unimportant.” The woman waved Julie’s concerns away with one hand. “I have references for you that would assure you of getting the job. They’re good, well-behaved children--I mean, it’s not like they’re in diapers or anything. Have you ever baby-sat before?”

“When I was in high school, but--”

“I’m sure you’ll do fine. Here’s the address.” She placed a slip of paper on the desk as though Julie had agreed to take the case. “They live on the coast of Maine, a few hours’ drive from Portland. I’ll arrange for plane reservations and take care of any monetary needs you have in association with this job, as well as a handsome salary. I have more than enough money to cover everything.”

Julie gave an exasperated sigh, her patience stretched thin. “Even if I were to agree to go undercover for you, I don’t like the idea of giving phony references. I don't like the idea of lying.” The woman raised her brows, and Julie knew the admission had shocked her. Good. Maybe now she would leave. Julie leaned back in her chair. “I’m sorry, Miss Vanderhoff, but as I’ve already told you, I cannot accept this case.”

Julie was beginning to feel like a parrot. And like a parrot, her words were hardly heeded as being of any real importance.

The woman shoved the picture back at Julie. “Surely you’d make an exception to save the lives of these precious children.”

Julie looked at the cherubic faces in the photo and felt her heart soften. Most likely the woman exaggerated and the children were in no danger. But what if they were? Could Julie live with herself if something terrible happened to them, when she might have been able to prevent it? But taking the job of a nanny? What exactly did nannies do? Still, it couldn't be so hard, could it?

After inwardly struggling with conflicting emotions, Julie handed the picture back to Miss Vanderhoff. “All right. I’ll help you.” Her tone was resigned.

The woman visibly relaxed into the upholstered chair, a victorious smile sweeping across her face.

“But,” Julie continued, “I want to make it perfectly clear I deal only with facts and truth. I don’t base my final judgment on assumptions. Whether Jonathan Taylor murdered your sister or not is still to be proven in my eyes. If I come to the conclusion that he’s innocent, then you’ll have to abide by that decision.”

The woman grudgingly nodded.

“All right, then," Julie said, opening a notebook and grabbing a pen. "We have much to discuss. Would you like some coffee before we begin?”

 

After Claire Vanderhoff left approximately forty minutes later, Julie snapped on her intercom. “Tina? Please come in and bring your steno pad.”

Once her secretary was seated, Julie began. “Get Dale on the phone,” she said, speaking of her former chief operative, the “tough guy” every investigative agency needed. “His new job doesn’t start for another month, and he might be willing to help us out on this one. I want any and all information on Claire Vanderhoff, the woman who just left my office, and a full bio on Jonathan and Angela Taylor from Breakers Cove, Maine. Incidentally, Angela is deceased. I need anything and everything--birth records, school records, misdemeanor charges--”

“The name of their best friend’s cats?” Tina asked with a grin. It was an old joke at the office, a compliment to Julie that she left no stone unturned.

Julie cracked a smile. “Yeah. Okay. You get the picture. Also find out if I’ll need to obtain a permit to practice in Maine, and take care of any paperwork not requiring my signature. Get me reservations on the first flight going out tomorrow. I need to get home and pack and. . . what?” Julie asked, her gaze again landing on Tina’s face, which was now beaming.

“It’s just good to have you back, Miss Daniels.”

Julie stiffened. “This is the final case, Tina, and I felt bamboozled into accepting it. So don’t get your hopes up.”

Tina nodded. “I’ll get right on this for you.”

After her secretary left, Julie looked to the opposite wall where a framed print hung, one she’d ordered through a Christian catalog. A lighthouse emitted a golden beam on a murky background of dark sea and sky, and the words underneath proclaimed: “The light of God shall burn brightly, cutting through the darkness and revealing the hidden secrets and mysteries therein.”

When Julie first spotted the picture in the catalog, she’d known it was perfect for the detective agency. She saw herself as an ambassador for Christ, helping to bring to light the dark deeds of men and see to it that they received the justice they deserved. As she stared at the painting now, she prayed God would once more equip her with His beacon of truth in this final assignment . . . one that promised to be the most challenging of her career.

 

Clutching her suitcase, Julie stood watching as the taxi drove down the narrow, winding road toward the tall iron gates at the estate entrance, which couldn’t be seen from this point because of the trees. I should have had him wait, she thought, mentally kicking herself. Suppose I don't get the job?

She turned her attention to the jagged cliffs and towering evergreens that covered the remote area. A massive two-story wood and stone house with gables and numerous multi-paned windows stood above her, outlined against the ash-gray sky. Flanked on three sides by white pines and golden maples, the monolith faced the Atlantic Ocean. To Julie’s right, the sea churned against a large outcropping of rock, sending up showers of white spray. As breathtaking as the setting was--like something from a picture postcard--it nevertheless emitted a formidable atmosphere. Julie felt as if the house itself had already rejected her.

This is silly! I’m letting my imagination get the better of me. Pulling her linen suit jacket closer around her middle with one hand, she hurried up the steps. A ring of the doorbell soon revealed a tall, middle-aged housekeeper, who narrowed her eyes in an icy stare. She suited the place well.

“I spoke with you on the intercom outside the gate,” Julie said. “I’m here about the advertisement for a nanny.” When the woman didn’t respond, Julie held out the newspaper opened to the classified section with Jonathan Taylor’s ad circled in red. She had been relieved and somewhat surprised to run across it. All during the plane ride she debated how to broach the subject of a job, unaware he’d advertised in a local paper. “My name is Julia Rae,” she added, giving her first and middle names.

The woman stared down her nose at Julie through a pair of silver-rimmed spectacles matching her hair. Her gaze dropped to the battered suitcase sitting beside Julie, and she frowned. “Do you have an appointment?”

“No--I just got into town today. If Mr. Taylor isn’t busy, I’d like to see him. Barring that, I’ll have to use your phone so I can call a taxi. The one that brought me already left.”

“Wait here. I’ll see if he’s available.” She shut the door in Julie’s astonished face.

Julie stood shivering on the porch while almost five minutes elapsed, according to her wristwatch. She could have at least let her stand by the door on the inside! Though the cab driver had mentioned how mild the weather was this time of year by Maine’s standards, Julie, who’d lived most of her life in Florida, felt the cold intensely.

The door opened and the woman motioned Julie inside. She followed the housekeeper into the foyer and down a hallway to a medium-sized room where she was told to wait. After giving Julie one more look of disapproval, the woman disappeared into the hall and shut the door.

Julie eyed the dark paneled walls, the unlit fireplace, the scarred black walnut desk with a computer console on top, the muddy brown furnishings, the towering cluttered bookcases--obviously an office. Just as the outside of the house was, this room, too, felt remote, cold.

Soon the door opened, and the master of the house strode inside. He could be no one else. The very set of his broad shoulders and lift of his square chin exuded authority and gave an impression of power--barely contained. An inky-gray turtleneck matched the color of his eyes and served to outline every muscle in his arms and chest. His hair gleamed black as midnight and was lightly shot with premature silver strands at the temples--which did nothing to detract from his looks, but rather intensified them. His face held strong yet classic features blending perfectly with his powerful physique.

“Good afternoon,” he said, his voice as deep and silky as Julie expected it to sound. “You wish to speak with me?”

Feeling much like the lowly peon confronting the lord of the castle, Julie stood speechless, managing a nod. He motioned to one of two chairs facing the desk.

“Please, have a seat.”

She did so, watching as he sank to the studded leather chair behind the desk with a languid grace, much like a panther resting after a long night’s hunt. His gaze rested on Julie’s face, and she swallowed nervously at the strangely forbidding look in his eyes. Though he was polite, it was obvious he didn’t particularly want her here.

This house was perfect for him. Both the man and his residence had strong lines and beauty, but both seemed remote and untouchable as if there were a sign posted saying, “Keep Out!”

His gaze dove over her slight form in the sand-colored linen suit and navy blouse, then roamed her fresh face and short, curly hair. It was obvious by the look he gave her that he wasn’t impressed. “My housekeeper tells me you’re here about the ad in the paper. You’re a bit young, aren’t you?”

“I turned twenty-eight last November. It’s because of my height that I’m often mistaken for a teenager,” Julie explained, accustomed to these types of aggravating comments.

He looked at her thoughtfully. “Are you certain you’ll be able to handle two, often-times rambunctious children? My daughter isn’t much smaller than you are,” he said, doubt evident in his tone.

Julie lifted her chin with a confident air. “I may be only five-two, but I’m stronger than I look. I participate in many athletic activities which help give me a higher endurance level.” Julie made it a point to keep her body well toned with aerobics, jogging, and self-defense classes. Surely, two small children wouldn’t be such a problem.

He nodded, seeming satisfied with her response. “Very well. You’ll need to be in shape to keep up with those two. They’re a handful at the best of times.” He paused. “I assume you have references.”

Julie tensed. Though deception was a normal part of a detective’s work, she felt uncomfortable stating an out and out lie. She’d used that ploy in her job before she’d become a Christian, but shied away from such tactics now whenever possible. Which meant she’d denied Miss Vanderhoff’s phony references--choosing instead to trust God to go before her and provide a way.

“No. No references.”

Jonathan raised his eyebrows in surprise. “I’m sorry, Miss Rae, but under the circumstances--”

“Please, give me this chance,” Julie interrupted. “I love children and will do my best where yours are concerned. I don’t smoke or drink--”

“I am sorry,” he said, overriding her plea and rising to his feet. “But I can’t give you the position without proper references. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have pressing business I need to get back to. My housekeeper will see you to the door.”

She rose mechanically and followed the sour-faced woman who suddenly appeared at the entry. Within a minute, Julie found herself outside on the doorstep. It came to her that she had no way to reach the airport and could hardly walk the distance on the muddy road to the nearest town, toting her luggage. She should have asked to borrow the telephone for a taxi, but in the face of Jonathan’s immediate rejection, she hadn’t thought clearly . . .

She grimaced. What was wrong with her? She wasn’t a quitter! She just needed time to think things out, maybe take a walk by the ocean and plan her next move. How could she get him to reconsider? With the little she’d seen of Jonathan Taylor, such an occurrence would take a miracle.

Pulling the edges of her suit jacket tighter about her, Julie hurried down the steps, leaving her suitcase behind for the moment. Keeping her arms crossed around her waist, partly for warmth, partly for comfort, she picked her way down the hill.

Lord, I thought this is where you wanted me. I felt I was supposed to help those children. Did I miss you? Or is there some other angle you want me to use rather than going undercover as a plant in this house? What should I do now?

Instantly a thought came to her as swiftly as the wind that whipped strands of hair into her eyes: Trust me; it is My will that you are here. But do not lie to attain your goal.

Seconds later, a scream ripped through the air.

Turning her head sharply over her shoulder, Julie saw a little girl kneeling on a huge boulder at the water’s edge and clutching the wet rock with both hands. A dark head bobbed on the water, then disappeared.

Julie raced toward them, dropping her purse and stripping off her suit jacket as she ran. She kicked off her loafers and jumped from the rock where the girl perched. The frigid water robbed Julie of breath, and for a moment her chilled limbs refused to obey what her brain told them to do.

She dove under the frothing water, searching for the victim, then came up for a gasping gulp of air. After another try, her hands came into contact with a small body, and she saw that the jacket was caught on the rocks, pinioning the child. She grabbed hold of the slight figure and pulled, hauling the small body close. Breaking the surface of the water, Julie managed to swim to a large, low rock a short distance away. She pushed the unconscious child up onto the semi-flat boulder and, with some difficulty, hoisted herself up next to him.

Her limbs protested, and Julie wanted nothing more than to collapse on the hard, slick surface and close her eyes. But there wasn’t time for that. She put her fingers to his neck and found a weak pulse. Seeing the boy wasn’t breathing, she turned his head sideways, then straddled his legs, moving her hands to his upper abdomen. With the heel of her hand, she pushed in quick upward thrusts, forcing the seawater from his lungs.

The girl stood silent above them, transfixed, fear evident in every line of her trembling body. Julie took a precious few seconds to glance up and snap out, “Get help--quick!” Instantly the child took off, her blond braids streaming behind her.

The boy started to make choking sounds then began coughing, much to Julie’s relief. She wouldn’t have to administer CPR since he was now breathing on his own. His eyelids flickered and she found herself looking into a pair of very scared, brilliant blue eyes--full of unshed tears. The same eyes that had smiled at her from Claire Vanderhoff’s picture.

Trembling, he lifted his weary arms to her. Julie drew the boy close, holding him on her lap. He cried, his teeth chattering. Slowly, she began to rock him and hum a soothing lullaby, while the icy wind drove relentless fingers through their wet clothing. She tried to cover him with her hands and arms and warm him as best she could, though such a feat was impossible, as chilled as she was. Too shaky to stand, Julie decided it would be better to wait for help to arrive rather than try to make it all the way back to the house with the boy. Surely it wouldn't be much longer until someone came.

Rapid footsteps pounded the ground and scattered rocks. Julie turned her head to meet Jonathan Taylor’s shocked and angry gaze as he closed the distance between them.

Her eyelids sliding shutHerHe, she began to pray.

 

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